Well I came here to say to apologize on the last journal I made. well because I expect too much that is why.
mentor told me that there is nothing wrong with my work, in fact he told me we are now equal on making this kind of artwork except that I must improve on background of course. sometimes he told me the best artwork sometimes have no recognition after all and here I am, complaining that no one visited my work. well from the youtuber artist, jennamarbles says, "why low expectations are good", I think I should never expect too much that I even blame God for this kind of a disappointments (I even have struggle with life now.) so forget what I said on the last journal and I'm trying to move on. also, I think I'll stick to fanart because it's the most visited artwork, I even got featured thanks to fanart. kinda sad though that it keeps on falling and falling of views and upvotes because of something that we complain and I expect too much. . truth is, I no longer have fun here in deviantart, I've also heard that a 10 year old kid here got received some death threats by a bunch of nerds because he traced on one of his idol's artwork here in DA. and it's an unacceptable act. maybe this is the period of my The fall period where previous year I was called it the Golden Period I think I got bad lucked this year. I sometimes remember I bought a $60++ wacom tablet because of deviantart. well I think it's better I should take a break a month on DA while I improve something. I'll be back on May for the 5th year celebration in DA. see you later and have a good day.
P.S I have a grudge on undertale and My little pony. fandom is so cancerous.